lagging on taking myself to the ER, god damn bladder infections suck ass

lagging on cleaning my room

lagging on buying more incense

lagging on practicing my presentation for tomorrow

dwaaaaaaaamn social networking always gets me bedlocked.

talk shit about the 2 racy photos I posted on instagram, keep in mind everyone has different circumstances of living, and for ME, it’s not a big deal. if it’s a big deal to you then keep your biased opinions to yourself.

before you go and talk more shit, consider I’ve had body dysmorphic disorder so the fact that I’m able to show a picture revealing my body is my form of breaking out of my shell and actually having confidence. sorry it’s sexy as well……sorry bout it.

before you go and talk more and more shit with your friends, consider I’ve given my heart out to men I thought I was in love with multiple times, and get fucked over, cheated on, or played in the end. Every time. And now I don’t even know how to have feelings and believe I will never be anything but a toy so whats the big deal in posting a sexy photo. that’s all I am, a toy.

I’m not looking for a pity party, but thats just how it is.

If you’re going to go and judge me and my style of living, SORRY I DON’T LIVE YOUR LIFE. I live my own, so fuck off. yeah this is directed to someone.

an interesting twist is coming my way starting tomorrow………….

not getting any hopes up but I am excited hehe

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I love my room, it is my happy place :-)

Burning incense, slowly but surely getting work done, and thinking about the fuuuuuuttttttuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeee

lalalalala.